Dying Patient!!!

A week ago, I visit my friend who is admitted in the Hospital. He was having a last stage of illness. I enter in the ICU (Intensive Care Unit), with PPE on. He was sleeping when I visited him. Looking at him, I felt sad and confuse. I sat beside him and keep him accompany. He was on ETT, 24hours Vital Sign and ECG lead. Later, He woke up by opening his eyes, and look at me. I felt happy as he awake. He tried his best to communicate but unable cause the tube is in his mouth. He tear down and hold my hand, I know he tried to tell me something, I told him that he will be fine and recovered soon. I look at the ECG line, was turning abnormal any time. I remember his last word when we will up the rooftop. He wishes to carry on his study after NS to be Engineer (Aircraft).

I can’t bear much and can’t do much for him. He is the only boy in his family and had a girlfriend waiting for him to recover. I told him that to stay on not to give up so soon, you have a long way to go, my dear friend. I control my tear as I walk out of the room. Tearing down fast and uncontrolled myself as I told myself, what am I doing, and why I have to do all these visiting and document that patient are going to die soon? Why I have this appointment as a combat nurse? Should I been here the first place? After an hour, I document down all I need to do so and carry out my work. Walk out of the ICU and reflected back what happen to him during the event that cause him to collasp.

Would he still be live after along recover or he will give up his life?