Whatever you are now, just pray for HOPE
Hey, yesterday have a great time once again with my nursing friend and my sister. I went out with my sister to Toa Payoh at afternoon. She was late so I walk around at Toa Payoh and guess what I lost my way back to MRT cause there was many exit. Both of us went for lunch at KFC before that we passed by at bus interchange and saw a huge blood donation area. Oh ya I met Shirley “Mdm” haha. Therefore, she looks angry and feels like want to punch me out because I about to call her “Mdm”. Bleh. At evening time, I went to Saka Sushi for dinner with my nursing friend. We were making ourselves foolish in the restaurant by arguing and fighting each other. Later at night, we went for late night movies the show is “Crops Bride”. The show is fair ya, nothing much but my Dajie got scare when the guy turn over and meet the crops bride. Don’t know should I laugh or not. hehehe
Last week there were many things happening during my duty. Keep on thinking what is this happen to me and WHY, why must this should be on my hand. I have no time for my friends, family and my love ones. Thank goodness I have no girlfriend, if not I think we will be now fighting and shouting each other. That Monday and Tuesday, I went to TTSH at 2pm. I met the patient’s relative and family, I never did an interactive with other family who love one in ICU. I console them and my heart feels sadness of the pain and places myself into their shoes. It is difficult to tell how much they go through the pain and how long more to take it. Each time, I saw them cried every time when the doctor releases the condition of the patients. If I can imagine that bed if my love one I would never forgive myself and will stay beside till the his/her awake or dead. I left and return back to my camp for the follow day passion medic duty. I afraid to tell other about him but just wait and see his system to fight each enemy on the battlefield.
Friday evening was my other case sending to hospital. Thank goodness was a dislocation shoulder case other is unknown fever. I send them to NUH A&E but my patients screaming in pain and in ambulance. Aiyo, I can’t do much but to clam his anxiety down. Of course manage to do so till hand over to A&E Staff. At the end, both are all right and send back to camp and book out.
Pervious Saturday week, had a long time didn’t went out to watch movies. The show was “The Myth”, it was a nice show you must go and watch if those don’t like hong kong actor then suggest not to go. After the show, we went for dinner. I think we make a fool of ourselves there, well was someone birthday. I did have a great fun with them even my body is weak and lot of worry. Of course I seldom think to drink some alcoholic drink to ease myself in the way of enjoy but this will not erase my thing, right. Myself and other 2 person bought and a glass only. The rest of the girls were playing around the playground. At 10pm, the girls left and we stay at the playground till about 11pm. I just hope they are happy and thank to my daughter inviting us came along and guess what she planned the celebration well.
Looking at the sky, world and climate are changing, it seen like the show name “The Day after Tomorrow”. Hmm maybe the temperature will be low but not snowing ba.
What ever is now I am standing can’t or never return back what I used to be. I like to be something that I can see other world, I like to be free out and live in the normal way. But can’t so many restrict in camp and all you have to say YES, YES and can’t say NO. I don’t know how to faces out. But I should be now standing off my feet and carry on my work, no one should tell me what to do.
Last week there were many things happening during my duty. Keep on thinking what is this happen to me and WHY, why must this should be on my hand. I have no time for my friends, family and my love ones. Thank goodness I have no girlfriend, if not I think we will be now fighting and shouting each other. That Monday and Tuesday, I went to TTSH at 2pm. I met the patient’s relative and family, I never did an interactive with other family who love one in ICU. I console them and my heart feels sadness of the pain and places myself into their shoes. It is difficult to tell how much they go through the pain and how long more to take it. Each time, I saw them cried every time when the doctor releases the condition of the patients. If I can imagine that bed if my love one I would never forgive myself and will stay beside till the his/her awake or dead. I left and return back to my camp for the follow day passion medic duty. I afraid to tell other about him but just wait and see his system to fight each enemy on the battlefield.
Friday evening was my other case sending to hospital. Thank goodness was a dislocation shoulder case other is unknown fever. I send them to NUH A&E but my patients screaming in pain and in ambulance. Aiyo, I can’t do much but to clam his anxiety down. Of course manage to do so till hand over to A&E Staff. At the end, both are all right and send back to camp and book out.
Pervious Saturday week, had a long time didn’t went out to watch movies. The show was “The Myth”, it was a nice show you must go and watch if those don’t like hong kong actor then suggest not to go. After the show, we went for dinner. I think we make a fool of ourselves there, well was someone birthday. I did have a great fun with them even my body is weak and lot of worry. Of course I seldom think to drink some alcoholic drink to ease myself in the way of enjoy but this will not erase my thing, right. Myself and other 2 person bought and a glass only. The rest of the girls were playing around the playground. At 10pm, the girls left and we stay at the playground till about 11pm. I just hope they are happy and thank to my daughter inviting us came along and guess what she planned the celebration well.
Looking at the sky, world and climate are changing, it seen like the show name “The Day after Tomorrow”. Hmm maybe the temperature will be low but not snowing ba.
What ever is now I am standing can’t or never return back what I used to be. I like to be something that I can see other world, I like to be free out and live in the normal way. But can’t so many restrict in camp and all you have to say YES, YES and can’t say NO. I don’t know how to faces out. But I should be now standing off my feet and carry on my work, no one should tell me what to do.
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