Life has not been complicated. It had been long the last 8years when someone special had died. Memories are either keep it or cast away. Leaving the only child behind at young age whom unknown to be aware of death. Losses of touch but feel someone is beside by smelling as a same as was before. Closing your eyes and sense the touch of air touching your warmest skin and spinning across your mind. Looking at each familiar dish, holding the tear and turn away. It is good to cast away bad memories because bad memories do evil thing in your mind and loss the confident of yourself.
Perhaps now is the time to let go of myself the unhappy had been with me for 8yrs. There is nothing to hide about it but treasure thing must be carefully and keep it secret. I believe there is a treasure is hidden somewhere cause I keep on dreaming the same thing every year. But still not sure what is it. And I don’t know.
It is a month old, when I step into a new medical center at 3 Div. Meet different people and lifestyle of working. Everyone knows I am worker alcoholic person who thing work came 1st before admin work. And of cause to me is life. Life in medical is very 1st take challenge that fears the danger of death, which we don’t want to see it or even hear it. But it difficult to say that death is here or later. It can just happen anything of the day, it just the time. I am happy in my work and carry on my faithful task given my upper studies and well wish to him after his ORD. Month of Christmas ahead. Every one is looking forward to it and for me Christmas is nothing but special to the young. I believe Christmas is a day where blessing and thankless come across the world.
Just recent I have a nice chat everyone of whoever I know. But there is someone I know who has a different problem to solve by self. If you know who are you and happen to read my blog, this is for you. Whatever thing died by self, it will re-born from the ash in the air as a lifecycle. What does is mean to you? For me is mean there is always a lifecycle happen in different way. When a living died and is re-born is different way like by Character, Behavior or other to add on. Life is not just plan by heaven, but is yourself and your heart. Just what you are now facing and thing you are WRONG. Why do you make yourself to be “one of us”? If you don’t know the answer, the answer is “YOU WANT TO BE”. Your mind set yourself fully as what you are now. But if you set yourself positive and overcome your WANT, you will be a “one of us”. I understand how you feel know, even though I can sense you holding your tear, but it is good to let is drop and fear away. It no use to return as a normal ones, but make thing happen and show yourself you can do it. There is nothing to hide my dear. I sure you will be one of us. Let the battle begin of you. I had end here. As I always said, is there anything you wish to tell me. Handphone, MSN and even now BLOG. So many way of communication. BUT don’t call 995. Ahh last thing, “DON’T EVER THINK TO DO STUPID THING”.
Whatever thing had happen before, don’t try it again nor return.
A wise person is not yourself, but you have the power to determinism it.
-Alvin-
Perhaps now is the time to let go of myself the unhappy had been with me for 8yrs. There is nothing to hide about it but treasure thing must be carefully and keep it secret. I believe there is a treasure is hidden somewhere cause I keep on dreaming the same thing every year. But still not sure what is it. And I don’t know.
It is a month old, when I step into a new medical center at 3 Div. Meet different people and lifestyle of working. Everyone knows I am worker alcoholic person who thing work came 1st before admin work. And of cause to me is life. Life in medical is very 1st take challenge that fears the danger of death, which we don’t want to see it or even hear it. But it difficult to say that death is here or later. It can just happen anything of the day, it just the time. I am happy in my work and carry on my faithful task given my upper studies and well wish to him after his ORD. Month of Christmas ahead. Every one is looking forward to it and for me Christmas is nothing but special to the young. I believe Christmas is a day where blessing and thankless come across the world.
Just recent I have a nice chat everyone of whoever I know. But there is someone I know who has a different problem to solve by self. If you know who are you and happen to read my blog, this is for you. Whatever thing died by self, it will re-born from the ash in the air as a lifecycle. What does is mean to you? For me is mean there is always a lifecycle happen in different way. When a living died and is re-born is different way like by Character, Behavior or other to add on. Life is not just plan by heaven, but is yourself and your heart. Just what you are now facing and thing you are WRONG. Why do you make yourself to be “one of us”? If you don’t know the answer, the answer is “YOU WANT TO BE”. Your mind set yourself fully as what you are now. But if you set yourself positive and overcome your WANT, you will be a “one of us”. I understand how you feel know, even though I can sense you holding your tear, but it is good to let is drop and fear away. It no use to return as a normal ones, but make thing happen and show yourself you can do it. There is nothing to hide my dear. I sure you will be one of us. Let the battle begin of you. I had end here. As I always said, is there anything you wish to tell me. Handphone, MSN and even now BLOG. So many way of communication. BUT don’t call 995. Ahh last thing, “DON’T EVER THINK TO DO STUPID THING”.
Whatever thing had happen before, don’t try it again nor return.
A wise person is not yourself, but you have the power to determinism it.
-Alvin-
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