Sarah's Departure Day

Jan, 31 2006. The day when Sarah Ee departure date, at the night 2200hrs. We met at T2 at 2100hrs, before her flight and the Row 7. Notice that she highligh her hair in purple stright, looking happy as before.

After then, we took a photo together and the rest. Seeing her is so difficulty to let go especially she is close ones and knowing her problem wheather able to cope. It is difficult to accept the fact and fate and it can take time to recover. Before her leave, we sang along "Friendship Make me Happy" My tears from the eye duct, sweap away and uncontrollable. A last hug to her and wish her in luck and well taken care by heaven.

The body, sluggish, aged, cold, the embers left from earlier fires, shall duly flame again

Walt Whitman

What a STUIPD Day

Goodness, I am so angry with my colleague who sobtoage me. Just because she DONT know what to do. Just happen she was on the line with the patient who want the operation have to postporne due to abnormally result.

End up she did not know how to explain, she ask me what to do. I ask her that patient have to maintain his BP 3mth period. Without knowing the phone is on mute or not, Less than a 15min before my patient leave the table, My nursing manage ask me to apologize to the patient, i keep on asking what happen before i apologize in the better way. Patient was scolding me over the phone to me and TELLING ME OFF "DONT PENTEND and MAKING YOUR SO INNOCENT". Totally shock and just saying sorry without knowing WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPEN!!!. I did not talk to the patient over the phone as my colleague regrading the change of operation date. Now i got to face the complaint from the patient.

This is so unfair to me, i was with other patient explaining the risk and the operation process.

Fed up liao!!! =(